Now a days I've been working, playing my game systems, reading some, writing when I feel like it and etc. A lot has happened since my last entry. Actually i'm with another person. She's like a bright light in my life. She also means a lot to me. It's sad me and the other didn't work but, we just were not meant to be. Either way, I'm enjoying playing Eternal Sonata on the PS3, Kirby Superstar on the DS, reading some, myspace'ing, and etc. Though I have a religion now, it's actually Pagan, I think is the term for it. Either way, i'm doing great in life, a lot of stress and drama have gone and the days seem to be going to get brighter and better. Anyway, i'm hopefully going to be posting more often. For those of you who like to actually read all this, lol. Anyway, I have a person helping me further in my knowledge and etc of paganism,(like i said i hope that's the right term), and i'm thank full for her help. Either way, I think i'll get back to my daily basic things i seem to do always now a days. Look forward to another post if you actually read mine. lol
onyxfang
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onyxfang- May 15th, 2:06
- Deep in Thought
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- onyxfang
- April 5th, 2008
gloomy
I've been wondering for a while whether me and her are meant to be, we have had problems a lot lately. I've been thinking of words said in the past about me, hurtful ones. I have also thought about how we have problems without knowing the reason, maybe it's just time to give up and be done with our relationship. I've been wondering this and think because sometimes when I think of the one I love, I feel hurt and sadness. Maybe it is just time to let things be and give up on our relationship, maybe we just where not meant to be. Sadly this may be true...
- An important part in my life, the most inportant.
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- onyxfang
- February 6th, 2008
loved
I was wondering when the day came. I wondered when I would get the confidence to do it. Well I did today, this day I did something that i will always be happy doing. Today I finally was able to ask the one I love for her hand in marriage. This day I felt my confidence better than ever. Not only this what I did, I am truly happy I did and I will always be happy with what I did. I will never her side, ever. I am here to stay forever. I will never leave the side of my true and only love. I will always be happy with you. You mean everything to me, not just everything much more than that. I couldn't even imagine my life without you. I could never and would never want to imagine something like that. I truly love you with all my heart and Have let you know I am here to stay forever. So if you are reading this. I am here to stay, I will never leave your side my love. You are the most important thing in my life and will always be. I love you with all my heart and that will never change.
- Looking Forward
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- onyxfang
- February 6th, 2008
- loved
I have been wondering about quite a few things in my life. The people who actually do know me know that I have a few disorders, well they are Terrets, ADHD, OCD, Anxiety, Depression(possible sometime). Well I have lived most of my life with few friends and mainly secluded to myself. When I started to get into high school I started to talk more. Then finally out of high school and grauduated. Well I lived the next few months to myself while working a job. Though the Job is and never or will never be fun I have accepted that it will be my job for the time being. When I got up to around Christmas I started to get ready for college because I was going to start in January. Well January rolls through and I'm talking to a friend more and soon. I find someone dear to me while hanging out with my friend. The woman I found was dear to me has always made me happy. I never like to see her in tears or know she is but, even saying that I want to know anytime she is because I worry for her so much. During those times we where in a relationship the week or two was quite stressful. Though we had our rough times together in the end we are still together and I hope for us to remain that way. All of my life I never talked to much people but, when she came into my life that changed everything. I was able to open up more. I was able to be happy more. I was able to love someone very important to me. I finally found the person that means the most and my life and I am happy about this. I will always be by her side no matter what. I have always loved her and I will always no matter what. To me she means everything. I could not even imagine my life without her. So coming to a close here I am looking forward to that day, when we are one.
